Militants

"Militants" Isn't this word been floating around a lot these days?

Who are the militants?

This word has become an excuse, an abode, a weapon for higher powers to turn to or use when they need to create a situation and impose ideas onto common people for their own selfish reasons. 

They become the terrorists if the India-Pakistan situation is to be used.

They become the Muslim extremists or the Hindu extremists if the Hindu-Muslim war is to be used.

They become the local gangs if the other gang in the city has to be taken down. 

   Who are they? Are they human or not? Why is that these "militants" are always there to cause chaos and sadness only in innocent lives, why aren't they used against the actual monsters who are really causing this pain?

    Do they realize how they change a life or lives depending on the life they have taken merely by a simple bullet? All they loose is a bullet while this has taken a life of a human being, who would have dreamed of a lot of things in life, who would have loved and who would have being loved by someone, who would have being the apple of someone's eye. So many lives altered permanently merely by a bullet...? Don't they have any remorse? What are they made of? What drives them to these heartless deeds? 

   I think the right question to be asked here is who creates such monsters? Who are accountable for such horrific monsters? What do they get out of these acts? Feel powerful? Get power? Create fear? What power and what fear they have created? Or use God's name and instigating innocent peopleto turn on their brothers in the name of GOD? It’s a shame on them who think they can hide behind these "militants" destroying the lives of thousands of innocent, thousands of so called militant's lives. They are the biggest cowards, they are the biggest monsters, they are the heartless creatures who are so self centered, who have never experienced the pain of loosing someone, or the pain of taking a bullet, the pain of the last minute thoughts in a dying person's mind that he will never be able to see his family, never hold his loved ones close to his heart, never be loved again, his dreams dying with him. 

   Where is god now? I hate to think about this question. I am a strong believer of god and I believed that anything one does in this life he will repay in the same life, where is it happening? How are the monsters in these high powers getting what they deserve all the good things, living like pigs in luxurious houses with 100 servants, while the innocent people are being used as steps to obtain their selfish goals and power? Where is the justice in this? I hate this question because thinking about this alone makes me rethink whether God exists? I hate this question as my core beliefs are moved seeing this injustice, but I still want to believe he is there, fearing that something right might not happen with me, if I don't believe. Hypocrisy & Stupidity! I know. 

  I bet almost all of us know that these militant attacks in India atleast 50% or more are political, these high power pigs use these horrific acts to gain power, but even then we can't do anything. There are organizations trying to bring a change but what can they also change, the system is so corrupted any change u make goes unnoticed. We just continue to live on with our lives as if nothing happened, as long as we are not the ones directly effected we don't really think about how or why these things continue even after so many times? We sure feel bad as I am feeling bad, but I really don’t know what else I can do to make any difference. I feel helpless as always but that’s all, tears well up in my eyes, the hairs on my skin stand, I feel deep pain and anger a lot of anger but I really don’t know whom I should be angry on myself? Government? These "militants? I really don’t know. I always wish there was someone who knew answers to all my questions, who had a solution which would bring an end or atleast reduce all these wrong things. But everytime I see these things the cold reality hits me and tells me there is no such magical solution or a person who will know the how-to-solve this situation.

   Then it comes to my mind that I wish there was a reset button somewhere and God would push it and it would reset all of us to a neutral mind. Atleast it should clean up our system in India, once we have a clear and good internal system, we can stop 50% of these attacks rest external we can handle them once we have cleaned up our internal crap.

 Is this too much to ask? I know I am not going to get any answers nor there is any answer to this wish or question? As usual these are my random ranting mind’s thoughts that I put down just to get them out of my mind, as I am not doing anything else better for this situation. How I feel so badly that wish God gave me the power to see what’s happening and make it right..? Anyways till next time which I hope would be for something more hopeful and happy thing I will try and see if I can take one step towards doing something for what all I have said above.